He Knows My Name!

So I like LOVE this song! It's comforting knowing that He knows my name, He knows my every thought He sees EACH tear that fall and hear me when I call! I know this isnt much of an update but I refuse to let the devil come in and take my joy! Continue to pray for me I'm determined to stay saved and I know that God will help me get rid of myself in order to maintain my salvation.


Luv ya'll Bunches!

Trese

Saved to the Upmost- I Know that I Am!

GOOD MORNING YA'LL!

It's been some days since I last updated. Mainly because I haven't been feeling to excited lately. So then I realized..."Hmmm...I'm only blogging when I feel encouraged and happy and so on (in the good times) but when I'm down and out and don't feel God around or struggling to read and pray (bad times) I'm just blah. How do you praise God when you don't have the urge to? How do you pray to him when you can barely get through reading one verse? And of course the devil wants to tell me that I can't be saved. But I know I am. I haven't committed sin...I guess that's one thing I can praise God for huh? That even though I don't have the "feeling" of being saved I know that I am. Ooooh! remember that song, I'm healed and I know I am I'm healed this very hour for my Jesus says I am...yea I think thats all I know but the point is I know that I'm saved! And yes lately it's been quite the struggle but I know that if I stay honest and true to God he will deliver. One thing is for sure I really want to be saved. I really want a TRUE experience with God. I want to wear this world as a loose garment. I want him to make everything that's not like him ugly to me so that when I look upon it I'll be disgusted. So, those of you who can pray- Pray that God do just that for me. In order for me to make it I'm going to need a different outlook on things.

In other news! I am moving back home at the end of the month...I dont even have the strength to do that! I gotta get this stuff shipped home and I cant get it packed right and then I dont wanna have to carry it from the house to the car from the car to the store...sigh! But I'm sooooo excited!!!

Welp! thats all we have today folks! I'll be back soon and hopefully with a testimony of victory but if not I will praise the Lord no matter what tomorrow brings or what it has in store I know I will praise the Lord!!


LUV YA'LL BUNCHES!

-Wait on the Lord-

God is an awesome God aint he?!! So I'm before God because I want to move home! As I told ya'll at the Jubilee I've already told my landlords that Im not renewing my lease which is at the end of this month. Soooo I would like to get a job so that I can be out by or on August 31st. Mah BFF told me that I should challenge God give a set date tell God that by this day I want to see you bless me. So I did, and that day is coming and I haven't heard anything. My bosses ask me what are you going to do? We can't have you out on the street at the end of the month...we want you to stay...My faith is in God and if he gives the fowls of the air all that they need then how so much more me. God has been taking me to Matthew 6:25 for the last couple of days- take no thought of your life...take no thought of the morrow...you heavenly father knows your needs before you even ask of him... It says, seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you. All I have to do is seek God and nothing else. As long as my affections are set upon the things above and I'm seeking God dilegently everything else will come. So, I'm on my way home from work this morning and Im listening to SCS (Steven C. Chapman) and I dont know how many of ya'll know this song but it says, Wait wait on the Lord, you will understand in time why you must wait, wait wait wait on the Lord yes he hears you but for now you must wait on the Lord. I can't tell you how many times I've heard this song but today it touched me. Im before God wondering when where and how. But God wants me to seek and wait on him. What a comfort to know that he hears me, that my praying and fasting isnt in vain. God is so good ya'll and even though I may not feel him with me all day everyday I know that he's working my situation out for my good. So to all my luvs out there, Wait on God. No matter what it is you are looking for HE has it all. The husband, the wife, the child,the money, your healing etc; yes youre before him day in and day out and it seems like there's no answer But he hears you and for now he wants you to wait...one verse says... Answers come slowly to your cries of desperation, But time is His tool, teaching the greatest lessons learned; So let Him do His work in you, And watch the miracles come true as you...wait

So ya'll be praying for me that I continue to wait AND WITH PATIENCE! and I'll be doing the same for you!


-Luv ya'll Bunches!-

NEVER WOULD HAVE MADE IT!!!

Just a lil song to express myself- God didn't have to keep me in my right mind - didn't have to give me another chance and if it wasn't for his grace, his mercy and undying love I never would have made it! Hope ya'll enjoy this song...by the way I heard a version from Sharon (Rose of Sharon that is...) can anyone send me that version?






LUV YA'LL BUNCHES!!

And I Am Telling You I aint Going!

Hello World!

Now most of you if not all of you are familiar with the movie DreamGirls correct? Well, there's this particular part in the movie where Jennifer Hudson is singing to Jamie Foxx and the lyrics are- "And I'm telling you I'm not going your the best man I'll ever know there's no way I can ever go,no,no no way I'm living without you I don't wanna be free- I'm stayin I'm stayin and You're gonna love me..." I quote these lyrics because I am at the point in my life where I gotta tell God I'm not going - He's goes beyond my wildest dreams he's more than wonderful THE BEST MAN I'VE EVER KNOWN There's just no way I could ever go! I've tried the road of sin and found it's prospect all deceived and now that I'm with God I don't wanna be anywhere else. Just in these short weeks of me being TRULY saved! God has been showing himself to me. I can go to him in prayer and leave ALL my sorrows there. It isn't easy but I am determined to stick this thing out. All that I need is in Jesus....lol look at this

In the song she said that he was the best man that she'd ever know (not ever known past tense but future) and if you watched this movie you'd know that he was a horrible man so if that's what you call a great man I'mma need you to get yo life together. Man can't compare to the God that I've been talking to for the last couple of weeks. There's a song that says, There is NONE like YOU NO ONE ELSE can touch my heart like YOU do I could search for all eternity long and find there is NONE like YOU! Never have I had God like this! I am EXCITED!!

So ya'll continue to pray for me cuz I am telling you that I'm not going- I'm staying I'm staying and God is forever going to love me!!

Sorry ya'll I gotta Go back to HE's STILL IN CONTROL!!

Ya'll mah God is Still in Control! I had a meeting today to determine the end of my situation and can I just tell you that God worked in my favor! I stayed before him, I fasted and I prayed I told God that I didnt want to see Trese in this matter! And God took me out of the situation. Attitudes rose up but not in me. God gave me the victory! HE kept me in perfect peace and in the end HE made a way!!! PRAISE GOD!!! OH HOW I LOVE HIM!! My mom said to me in the middle of this meeting- Don't let the devil get in at the end- I told her I refuse to let my fasting be in vain! God knows how hungry I been for the last week and I wasnt goin get to the end and let the devil trick me. OH SAINTS HE IS STILL IN CONTROL! There's nothing that man can do to me that God didnt allow! Be still and know he's still in control! All things work together for the good og them that love the Lord!

The picture shows how happy I am right now...actually Im happier now Cux I'm SAVED!!!

LUV YA'LL BUNCHES!!!

Great Things, Great Things In Store For Me!

My fellow saints...and readers...if there's any besides Liz and Lisa...lol! Once again I'm blogging. It's been quite a peaceful week. I've applied for jobs, looked for apartments...but yea..still nothing. As a matter of fact I actually felt pretty down today. I woke up questioning my salvation. I mean it was almost as if I couldn't feel God's presence. I went to work, I continued on my fast but still nothing. At lunch I went into my corner and I prayed. I mean I've been fasting for a while now and although Lena got saved...Im still unclear as to what I'm supposed to do concerning my life. So of course I start getting all these thoughts like well maybe you did something wrong and God's now pulling his hand away...Maybe you should have said something concerning your situation...surely God isn't going to go this long without giving you an answer...Man, the devil can talk can't he? I told God, Lord I need to feel you here with me. I believe I've done what you have required of me and I'm still before you. I need an answer, I need to read something that's going to comfort me. Finished praying..still nothing...prayed again...Ya'll God gave me this scripture and talk about a comforter! I mean it was JUST what I needed! 1Corithians 2:9 But as it is written, Eyes hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man , the things which God has prepared for them that love him. But God hath revealed them unto us by his spirit: for the spirit searcheth all things,yea, the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God.

Ya'll I don't know whats happening or what's going on but I do know that God hasn't told me to make any moves as of yet. I do know that what he has in store for me is beyond my wildest dreams. No matter what man may do or what they say my hope is in Jesus. No matter what may come my way I'm trusting My God for I know not what he has prepared for me!

Continue to pray for me!


Luv ya'll Bunches!!

-Trese-

HE died for me so the least I can do is live for HIM